Current mood:
peaceful
There are so many different ways I could start this blog... This past month has been filled with ups and downs, highs and lows, triumphs and failures... Everything has started to settle down in my world and I am left with this overwhelming sense of peace. It sure did take some work, and a lot of help from my higher power, but I'm back to my level playing ground!peacefulMoving is FINALLY done!!! Now... Unpacking... Thank God we're planning on living here for quite some time! It's so wonderful to have a partner in all of it though. I come home and the house is cleaned, boxes are slowly but surely getting upacked, dinner... Well, this isn't a fantasy world! Ha Ha...
One confession to make... I've never been in a realtionship like this one (obviously...) but more specifically, I've always been the "bread winner" so to speak. This new lifestyle of being taken care of is an interesting experience. The best news of all of it, however, is that we actually take care of each other. It always works out that when one is down, the other's ahead. We are absolutely the best match for one another...
Oiy, so... Time for confession is over. Time for ranting is upon us! WTF is up with uninsured drivers?! To the man who rear-ended me: Why the fuck don't you carry insurance?! If you don't have insurance, why the fuck are you driving a vehicle?!?! Do you have any idea what I've been through as a result of a) you hitting me while I was stopped for the school bus and b) you not having INSURANCE?! It's pretty simple, if you want luxuries in life like a car that runs so you don't have to take the bus or walk, there are guidelines by which you must follow... Guess what one of them is? Yep, INSURANCE!!! I don't really care how many kids' mouths you have to feed... If you can't afford it, take the bus, walk, commute with someone who actually IS responsible. You are easily twice my age yet I have a feeling I have more maturity than you do... UGHHHHHH... You disgust... Oh, and to the cops that came to the scene... Thank you for your speediness, but whatever happened to taking someone to jail for driving without insurance? Maybe I'm mistaken on that one - was just previously under the impression that someone without insurance wasn't to be driving on the road... And yet, you let him drive away knowing full well that he wasn't insured. Also, aren't you supposed to check on the information we fill out? There was only a street name listed for his address... No number... How convenient... It's okay.. I understand... You probably didn't want to deal with the fact that he couldn't speak English either...
UGHH... Okay, moving onto the praising section of today's blog... To my insurance lady, you ROCK!!! Always have, always will... Thanks must go out to my baby for coming to my rescue and not leaving my side even when we were already at Enterprise... "Honey, we're here, I'm gonna get a car... I know you have work to get to and I really don't have any idea how long this is gonna take... We've already been here for 20 minutes..." "I don't want to leave you until I know for certain that you're taken care of..." God, I love you... We definitely can't leave out my work for being so easy going with all the doctors appointments, and agent meetings I've had to go to as a result of this mess. One more, I am filled with gratitude for my mother, she always has my back - even when I think I'm too old, too grown up for her help... Where would I be without you... That is all...
WOW, I guess I didn't realize how upset I was about all that, but it sure does feel good to get it out! These blogs are more than just some random typing into a little box for me. I actually enjoy going back and reading past blogs to see how my life has evolved over time. Remind myself of different events that usually end up intertwined with the cobwebs in my head... Life really is good... There are so many things that I'm grateful for today. Things with my wreck could have been a LOT worse... There are multiple blessings that unfortunately get overlooked cause in the heat of the moment, all I can see is the bad... Every single day I strive to be more optomistic than the prior day, maybe one day all the pessimism will leave me : ) See! There was some optomistic thinking, right?!
Thanks for reading, I know this one was super long... Till next time...
