Current mood:infuriated

I just want to vent for a moment...

How the hell is this happening again???  I don't understand what the fuck I have done...  Once again, ladies and gentlemen, my wallet has been stolen!  What a level of powerlessness...  Then, the day it happens, I was harassed by a homeless person on the off ramp about how I didn't give him anything...  F*** OFF! IF YOU FIND THE SON OF A B**** THAT STOLE MY WALLET YOU'RE WELCOME TO ALLLLLLLLLL THE CASH THAT'S LEFT BUDDY...

Then, the bankers giving me there pity looks, telling me they know how I feel...  Yea, like that was on the top of my desire list for the day!!  SO I asked... Have either of you ever had your wallet stolen?  Have you had your whole identity ripped from you for no reason?  "No" says the guy...  "Not my wallet, but my daughter just had her gameboy stolen..." replies the woman...  "Well..... then you really don't know..."  She proceeds to explain to me all the wonderful programs they offer for identity theft protection and all the amazing benefits that are included...  One problem, all that costs money...  "Only 12.95 a month!"  Well, lady, good luck with your gameboy problem, but as you know, money is something I DON'T have...  You could have heard crickets... 

Today is better and although I really want the bastard caught, I have no high hopes for that...  As I said, this isn't my first trip on this amusement ride... 

It's times like this that you realize how lucky you are when everything is boring in your life...

what a headache...

New Profound Respect for Babies...

Current mood:okay

So...  My widom tooth is coming in...  Oh, lord, what to say about that...  IT SUCKS... IT SUCKS BIG TIME...  Anyway, I'm in an immense amount of pain!  And... NO amount of pain killer takes it away...  The worst part is, I can't sleep...  Me and sleep, we're great pals...  I miss my friend   Okay, enough about that!!!

Other than my mouth and ear hurting all the time, life is pretty great!  The weather here in Austin reminds me of Idaho with respect to changing constantly but I'm just very grateful there's no snow   I've also discovered allergies... WTF!  I say it almost everyday, I LOVE AUSTIN...  I keep going to different places and discovering more and more that just amazes me.  I went with a good friend to a dog park the other day that just blew my mind...  It's so beautiful here... 

The only thing that could make life better is an increase in pay...  My bills are being paid but that's about it...  I pretty much don't think I was built to make "just enough"  I've always had money and a plethora of it...  Okay, maybe not that much, but I havn't ever been this broke...  Blaghh...  Welcome to living in Texas... 

Although I still get lonely at times, wanting plane tickets to just "fall into my lap", it's getting easier...  Some of my family came for a visit a couple weeks ago.  That was a trip...  I had never experienced "family" in my home...  It was actually pretty comforting to know that they are so close now!

Okay, this blog is getting far too large for my comfort haha  To anyone who actually reads these stupid things:  Talk to ya in a month!!  ahh I crack myself up