This is my first blog and I'm not so sure how great it will be...
I just had a moment of clarity to which I want to share:
A friend told me tonight that they think that love is a mystery... I think that there are no mysteries involved. My theory is that love is clear; it's either yes or no. I think we personally make it a mystery by justifying the wrong doings that we endure or inflict. Tonight for the first time in a long time I had a pain well up in my body. Any other day I would have absolutely thought the pain was simply heartburn. I now realize that this is the true feeling of ones heart breaking. I thought I was over all of this. It's been SEVEN MONTHS!!! Yet here I am again falling apart and there's nothing that I can do about it... One day I'll pull myself out of my denial that I'm doing okay...
